tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4699361536242687629.post7502059567419668389..comments2023-10-28T04:45:48.353-04:00Comments on Between Living and Existing: So it's ChristmasTiptoehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17388368645986593755noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4699361536242687629.post-79227547888489078782009-12-25T21:47:24.071-05:002009-12-25T21:47:24.071-05:00Merry Christmas, Tiptoe! Boy can I relate to this:...Merry Christmas, Tiptoe! Boy can I relate to this:<br /><br />"Secretly, I'll be glad when the holiday season is over, and the expectation and guilt of not being so jolly for the holidays will be over. I still hold out hope that one day I will actually feel real "happiness."" <br /><br />I have major guilt over being such a "scrooge." I just told my husband this on the way home from visiting his mom. The holidays exhaust me. I just want to do my own thing. Is that selfish? I don't know. I hold out for that real "happiness" too, and then I wonder if it's just another Hallmark creation. In any case, I hope you enjoyed the dinner. I hate stressing out about what to wear. I get a lot of anxiety about that sometimes. I'm sure it went just fine :)Kimhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12524913753671188764noreply@blogger.com